I am very frustrated right now. I am too far away from my family and it feels as if a rug has been pulled out from beneath me. I have no idea what is going on, and it seems as if no one is talking in thuths. I want to know what is next. That is all. Just what now? I am due to come home in less than 2 weeks and it seems that patience is wearing thin on all corners of the situation. Less than 2 weeks left, but almost 7 months of waiting has already been endured. Why now that it is so close to the end of this wait that everything is all falling apart.